offlate suddenly I have realised that I have slowed down a bit. There used to be times when I would be dejected ..annoyed and frustrated about my situation and condition and there was a feeling to do something . There was a never ending urge that used to keep me going somehow....there was something to think about.....something to do....something to look forward too...........but now somehow all that has been taken away by a deafening silence........I am completly blank......nothing at all is there in my mind...by nothing means nothing......
I don't crib about my job anymore........I don't want to do MBA because I want to become somebody.......I don't wish to travel anywhere......I don't speak much about me now......there is no sense of achieving anything......nothing left to prove.....somehow I think I have became resistant to any thoughts at all..............
but this sucks bigtime...I mean I don't have any dream at all left to dream ....to imagine about......it is all so empty and void inside that it is again making me go crazy......I don't feel like sitting in office and when I come back to home again there is nothing to look forward to.....weird irony I must say.........
I always believed in the dialogue from the movie 'fight club' :
"loosing all hope is freedom" . I am free now........
but what do I do with this new found freedom?????? I am yet to figure it out...........
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